It is the end

I cannot believe that it is the end of the term. I wonder how I did. I am so looking forward to see what I got on the paper so that I can see my final grade. I just have to have patience I guess. I have made it through so far...I guess. I have to stay motivated so that I can get through the rest of my classes. Next term will be the disease of the human body and Medical Office Management. I hope I can get through the disease of the human body because Anatomy was hard enough.

I hope overtime will stop at work because it makes it so hard to do school work because I am so tired when I get home. I am just ready to graduate, but I know it takes work on my part to get do.

I am also involved in spiritual activities. That is the most important priority in my life. That is to say my relationship with God. There are so many people who want to be independent and feel like they don't need God for anything. That is now how I am or ever want to be. Even if when I graduate, I will always put my heavenly father Jehovah first.

If anyone is reading this, then I hope that everyone have a wonder rest of the year, and wish you well on your journey.

What a Cram

I am so irritated. My Internet on my laptop went out on my desktop, and that is where I completed my final paper. How will I submit it on time now? I don't have a flash disk or anything of that sort. Right now I am on my laptop that is able to get the Internet, but it doesn't have word or Microsoft office. What do I do? How will I submit it now? I might have to re-type it off of another computer. What a cram...I don't have the time to type a 6 page paper tonight after I meet with my congregation. It is such a cram. All I can say now is I will do what I can. The paper is done, I just have to find a way to submit it.

My Paper

I am still in the process of writing my paper. I am running out of my own ideas and I do not want my paper to be full of information that I have researched. I figure I need to think about some facts that I already know and kind of link them to the facts done through research I guess...I hope I can come up with enough information for a full 6-8 pages.

I have used most of the feedback that I have gotten from classmates and family members. It has made my paper better so far. I am still fishing for more comments and suggestions from anyone. It can be hard to come up with a good paper. I think that I am making more out of it then what it is. I just need to take a deep breath and write.

A deep breath

Okay... all I have to do is take a deep breath. Everything will be OK. I am happy to say that from last week, I feel a lot better. I got everything done even though I had to pull some all nighters. I have to say I am proud of myself. Now here comes the end of the term and final exams and papers are going to be due. I'll just take another deep breath and say to myself, "I can do it." It is hard, but manageable. Sometimes I think less of myself, but honestly, with God on my side and full confidence I can do anything.

I take a deep breath at work before I clock in to get the day started. You never know how the day will turn out. So a deep breath to me is preparing myself for anything. Inhale through my nose and fill up my lungs and exhale out with my mouth slightly open is what I do. It works like a charm. At the end of the day I am just glad I made it. Just take a deep breath.

Stress...

Stress is a killer. I feel so stressed about school, it is tearing my brain apart. I don't know how I can do it anymore with working full time and on top of that, overtime. I am tired. Sometimes I do want to give up. With working, I want to just say forget it and quit school, but then what education would I have under my belt. Then again I can't keep stressing about how I will get things done in a timely manner. I was not prepared for a rough draft this unit, maybe I wasn't paying attention to when I had to have it done. I put myself in that position I guess. Who do I have to blame..me or my job?

Sometimes there are times where I also want to quit my job. It is just to much overtime for me to handle. It allows me no time to do anything. But then, what job will I have to put food on the table and pay the bills. I will try to keep going as long as I can. I can't give up then I would consider myself to be a failure. So I will just keep going and do the best that I can.

Work..School...then work again

Ugh...I am so tired. I know that it is important to get a education, but I am so tired. I have to work a full time job, staring at a computer all day long. I have to make outgoing calls even though I do not feel like talking. What can I say it is my job. Some days I have to work ten hours and others it is just eight. I am exhausted I tell you...exhausted is what I am.

I have school work. How will I have time to do it? I have two test in Anatomy and I have to finish reading two chapters. How will I have time to do it all with my scheduled shifts? I need to define again the meaning of time management. I am horrible at managing my time it is ridiculous.

Alerts!

Have you ever heard a police, ambulance, or fire truck siren go off? You automatically knew that somethings has happened and you were on the alert. Have you ever heard a siren go off in your city or town, letting you know that there was a tornado near? You automatically knew what actions to take to make sure that you and your family were safe. Have you ever really thought about that. How you know exactly what to do when things such like these occur.

I try my best to stay alert when it comes to living in this world. This world is so full of violence and is so corrupt. It has a way of corrupting your thinking and actions. Lets just say it can have a powerful influence on your life. I watch out who I associate with because people can have a certain influence on your life. I pay attention to what movies I watch because some movies can also affect your thinking. There are so many things that children definitely have to watch out for. The parents have to make sure that they stay on the alert for the children so that they will not be infected by the corrupt thinking of this world. When I say world, I am referring to the people in it that make it so corrupt.

This is truly something that has been on my mind heavily.